Singapore 2011 :)

i've been wanting to keep my blog updated but unfortunately i just dont have the time to :) so i shall right now do so.

here is a little update of 2011.

SINGAPORE

2011.

lol.
i know its been ages since i last updated my blog and i must apologise for doing so.

2011.
year 12
SACE EXAMS

grenade

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

done.

how am i suppose to confess to you now?
why did you have to go fall in love again so quickly when i was ready to open my heart again?
the pain i have to go through that you will never know off cause you're so blinded by love.
and i, having to have to be the best friend always being there for you when all there is for me is pain.
i left and i came back and this is what i have to face.
i was ready to tell you.
i came back to tell you.
all my sleepless nights wondering how your reaction would be like.
i waited for you to come home past twilight of the night and all i waited for was just a waste cause you never came home.
you just had to bring her to me eventhough my eyes tell you that i love you and thats all there is to it and i cant live watching you love someone else.
i have controlled my feelings for years now.
ever since the first day i met you i had already fallen in love but why did i end up being the crying shoulder? not the lover?
well today i have made up my mind.
i no longer can control my feelings for you so i'm leaving.
i will always be around but i wont be there to call you.
if you need me i am here you just need to know where to find me.
i am nothing to you now that you have a new lover so i am done being the best friend you cry to because deep inside i am crying too.
i wish you could see i wish you knew.
but the dreams i have had these sleepless nights will never come true and never will you know my feelings because i am who i am and its hard for people to read my feeelings.
i will be smilling forever and always but only i will know my true feelings.
goodbye my almost lover.

oh yes i watched it :) YUMMMM

had a fun movie session with my darling ramlins/ticcioni and also the lil sister and of course the beloved cousin. i must say my sense of loyalty towards prince caspian is still very stong. he looks sexier than ever in this movie. i got so lost in the movie cause i was too focused on him. and oh my edmund yummmy :) i like i like :) the movie was just so different than all the previous movies before. but i like.. and i was close enough to punching the cousin dragon kid in the movie. teeheee :)