done.

how am i suppose to confess to you now?
why did you have to go fall in love again so quickly when i was ready to open my heart again?
the pain i have to go through that you will never know off cause you're so blinded by love.
and i, having to have to be the best friend always being there for you when all there is for me is pain.
i left and i came back and this is what i have to face.
i was ready to tell you.
i came back to tell you.
all my sleepless nights wondering how your reaction would be like.
i waited for you to come home past twilight of the night and all i waited for was just a waste cause you never came home.
you just had to bring her to me eventhough my eyes tell you that i love you and thats all there is to it and i cant live watching you love someone else.
i have controlled my feelings for years now.
ever since the first day i met you i had already fallen in love but why did i end up being the crying shoulder? not the lover?
well today i have made up my mind.
i no longer can control my feelings for you so i'm leaving.
i will always be around but i wont be there to call you.
if you need me i am here you just need to know where to find me.
i am nothing to you now that you have a new lover so i am done being the best friend you cry to because deep inside i am crying too.
i wish you could see i wish you knew.
but the dreams i have had these sleepless nights will never come true and never will you know my feelings because i am who i am and its hard for people to read my feeelings.
i will be smilling forever and always but only i will know my true feelings.
goodbye my almost lover.