its the time of the year again, where i am at the bottom of a wheel. sadness, anger, hate.. they come. they stay. the smash your heart again. i'm not talking about love. where two people share a feeling. i'm talking about the closes people that i thought have always said to be by myside. i'm not pointing out a specific person. but i'm talking about most of them. i dont know if its just me but the feeling of having close ones but they seem to be only for fun and happy times. not sad. how can i go through this life of mine.. with a feeling that i'm all alone here in this world.
someone who has always been the closes one to me is now slowly leaving me. the person may realise or maybe not at all. but i do. i feel the lost. the time where we would laugh together. go everywhere together. hug. kiss. we spend most of our times together. but this person is no longer there. we i see you.. its like we dont even know each other. why's that? why are we not what we were before. i cry seeing you so tense. so sick. so thin. i would only wish that you would stop this bad attitude you have and come back to me.
life comes once. life is still long. we can always make a change. pray to god.. he'll help you..
going overseas without you is like going out of the house without clothes. you have always been my bestfriend. if i dont know who you are. who does?
with this sadness i am going through. i always need someone to talk to..
but no one has made the urge to come up and talk to me. i thought we were cool. but where are you guys?? :(
lost/ sad
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