~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

its a crime..

ignore some of the grammar.. i'm like doing 5 things at once.. hahahaha.. aneesha.. you're distracting mE!!
everyone in this world is different from each other.. a girl only dreams for the day she is mature and can be the girl of her dreams from reality shows and magazines and movies.. some girls when they reach puberty! doink* they are mature.. but some dont.. they ones who dont are at time the sad ones to be.. being new in bording.. everyone is usually trying to fit in.. you have those who only want to be among the famous people in school.. you have the ones that dont care who they hang out with.. you have the weird ones who just are plain too weird to describe.. but hey, its high school.. its been like that for decades..everywhere around the world.. same story..

first time being a border and in a different country.. its crazy.. 1st week of school had been the funniest.. how you see people coming from everywhere.. different background and lifestyle but same characteristic.. they all want to be in the POPULAR GROUP.. you see them following the the popular kids around.. doing whatever it takes to be the IT GIRL.. its hilarious.. on the other side you see the people who just dont care and they make friends with just everyone.. the act like themsleves and i think thats why you should do.. just be yourself and be loved for being YOU..


1st term is usually the hardest part.. its them time you make friends with everyone and try to find you 'CLICK' of friends..i know i've found mine.. and i'm making more.. i LOVE all of you.. i dont understand when some people just hang with one person.. just one.. the single digit '1'.. its hard like that.. i mean i know its hard to make friends.. but have u tried?! some people think that because they're not pretty thats why people dont want to make friends with them.. gosh darling! there are millions of people in this world.. they all want to make friends with you.. only if yougive them a chance.. dont go judging people before you even get to know them.. and if they do something wrong as a friend tell them cause they may not realise it.. dont just HATE them.. WTFish?!

in my opinion.. you just say you're mature cause you freaking have had your period but reality triple check.. you're not mentally and physically.. so what if you're not the hottest chick in town.. it doesnt matter.. make friends with everyone.. i know that the world that were living in now consist of people who mainly go by the looks but darling ignore that.. ignore that fact.. just be yourself go out there and make new friends.. dont stick to one.. she is not going to be there for you forever..

it hurts my brain trying to figure out what do you do if a friend leaves for home.. you have fun with other friends for her to be pist off cause she missed it.. earth to you..!! you went home.. we go out.. have a little fun.. so what?! do you expect us to wait for you all weekend?! i know we all come from different backgrounds.. some come from damn crazy family.. some from religious family.. so from down to earth family.. some from all that family.. but now that you're in bording..we live in this community.. go with the flow.. you'll get a long pretty well.. dont pull yourself away..

be part of the group.. we want you with us.. is that you keep pulling yourself away.. crying you butts off on the phone with home.. wont help! we are you darlings now.. you can talk to us.. i see that some people get really homesick..maybe its cause you call home to much..i mean no doubt i talk to home everyday.. but not for hours.. try cutting that down and spend that time talking to your friends here..

i hate it when some people actually hang on to a person and get very jealous when other people make friends with their friend.. earth to you.. she's not yours! you dont her like the shoes in your closet.. not having the body.. the looks.. so what?! i'm fat! go figure!! when a friend gives an advise.. it comes from the heart.. dont misunderstand everything.. thats why you find things difficult.. i just think if you dont like bording and think home is everything in life for you.. than go home.. stay in the house and be the 40 year old teenager that has to be kicked out by your parents in a hard way..your parents sending you to bording is cause they want you to learn about new things.. experience life in a different way and to be independent.. NOT IMMATURE.. i think immaturity should be a CRIME.. <3>

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