~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Wednesday, September 23, 2009



have you ever met a person who you know you love but you can't be with ..?!
kebiruan matamu yang memikat hatiku ini, sekali dengan senyumanmu yan engkau berikan kepadaku membuatku siang dan malam hanya memikirkanmu.. ketika kita berbaring melihat bintang yang berkelip-kelip di langit yang tinggi bersama dan apabila kau memelukku dari belakang dan memegang tanganku dengan rapi.. ku tahu bahawa diriku ini sangat mencintaimu.. mengapa harus ada beribu halangan di antara kita..? mengapa kita tidak bisa boleh bersama seperti pasangan yang lain..

sejak ku menjejaki tanah baru ini tidak ku pikir bahawa ku bisa mencintai lagi.. tetapi sejak ku menjumpaimu hati ini pada dahulunya tidak mencintai tetapi apabila melihatmu hati ini berdebar.. apabila kau memegang tanganku, ku terasa bahawa kau dan aku saling mencintai tetapi mengapa kita tidak bersama..?
mengapa..?! mengapa sayang kita tidak bersama.. ? hatiku ini sudah banyak kali disakiti.. lubang di hatiku ini tidak akan dapat ditutup lagi .. mengapalah aku mencintaimu..? mengapa..?

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