~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Monday, October 12, 2009

hujan..

would the rain explain the tears i am crying now..?? would the gloomy clouds explain my feelings now..?? i believe life is like a story book.. there is always the introduction.. the main body.. and the ending.. the ending is usually what people wait for so much.. its either you get a happy ending or a sad ending.. everyone wakes up everyday and goes through life to see what their happy ending is going to be.. i would be at a stage where i am passing the introduction part of my life..

when i first saw you my heart just stopped beating.. and everytime you talk to me my heart beats faster by the minute.. but after now.. this heart of mine hurts everytime i see you.. everytime you walk pass me everytime you talk to me.. i am bleeding inside crying.. if only i could tell you how much i love you i would.. but now i cant anymore.. never will i be able to.. let me just be on my own.. as long as i know you're happy baby thats okay with me..

..missing lovingandwishingforachange..
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