~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Monday, October 26, 2009

i miss you too much

26th october 2009
a monday
first day of the week

had a pretty crappy day today.. had indoor soccer as first lesson this morning.. for a minute there i actually thought every 'popular' girl would choose outdoor sports.. i mean it is close to summer and like the 'aussie' usually say "we LOVE the sun".. i was pretty much amazed seeing most of the people i thought would do outdoor sports doing indoor soccer.. the game went well at first.. everything was good.. i managed to kick the first goal.. and i was also managed to get a free kick in the eye by the soccer ball by one of the school best soccer player.. the feeling of having a ball right in the eye is not thrilling at all.. it hurts like a bitch.. i actually felt part of my eye pushed in towards my skull.. i'm sure my right eye had a lil trip around my skull..

IT second lesson.. i am pretty god damn sure i am lost.. i really need all the help i can get.. if only people would stop talking about random things and let 'LOST' people like me for instant ask questions..

house meeting- REEVES..
RECESS- custard pie.. i am actually hungry for good food..!!

third lesson of the day SCIENCE.. watched a really stupid video.. need to get revision started..

ENGLISH- annotating a novel is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo 'FUN'.. i never came close to understanding why we need to study a novel.. a novel is written by the author for us to enjoy the book not study and look for a million things from it.. well i am actually enjoying 'GIRL WITH THE PEARL EARRING'.. its very interesting.. annotate part 2 tonight..! sigh.. good luck good luck

5th lesson- INDONESIAN.. penyu! ed malas! i got told off today for being selfish when all i was doing was laughing at the ORANGUTAN on the presentation.. "ADORA.. WE ALL KNOW YOU KNOW THIS.. STOP BEING SELFISH AND LISTEN" note to self.. wont be talking at all in indonesian.. will be ignoring any distraction that comes in the way..

last lesson of the day MATHEMATICS.. last lesson of the day is usually the hell lesson of the day.. its in the middle of the afternoon and all you wish to do is sleep.. revision.. NEED TO START..

why do i even bother loving you.. for some reason loving you is just hurting me more.. the problems that i am going through now does not even helping seeing the fact that it all comes to one.. my heart just hurts.. i had doubts of loving you but i just cant stop..

oh haahhaha.. today people came to school with the stupidest hair styles.. apparently most people got drunk at a party and as retarded as they could get they ended up shaving their head..

trying to ask the family to come during week 8 after the exams.. but hmm.. its clearly up to them.. i'm not going to force.. but i really wish they were here..

i feel like i'm going to get a flu.. slept all afternoon after i came back from school.. hope to feel better soon and happier..

..not a very nice tale..

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