~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Thursday, March 18, 2010

how many times.. how many lies..

They where tryin' to tell me somethin'
Hope that I was hearing nothing
When they said that you was just playin' me
I didn't listen, I didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool

I'm here, searching through the wreakage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I've found, I misplaced all my faith
How could I put my faith in you?

[Chorus]
How many times, how many lies?
How long you been sleepin'?
How long you been creepin' around?
How many lies, how many times?
Were you here deceivin'
While I was here believin' in you

Gotta put the blame on my self
Should have known that eveyone knew
Assuming they knew you was just bad news
I shoulda walked out (shoulda walked out)
Shoulda have seen clear (shoulda seen clear)
Lad your sad ass is outta here

I've gone, and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone, and torn up all the pictures
Cause there was not one shred of truth

[Chorus]

There was so many times
There was so many lies
I dont know why I stand around
There was so many days there was so many games
I should of thrown your sad ass out
Only the dumbest fool would ever trust in you
I finally got wise.
I opened up my eyes.

I've gone, and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone, and torn up all the pictures
Cause there was not one shred of truth


[Chorus] x 2

..A HEART YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD OWNED ALL THIS WHILE IS NOW GONE ..

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