~ i wanna be forever ~

hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very

entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D

Monday, April 26, 2010

i'm no longer yours..



Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul ?cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

?Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore, anymore

And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer, no no no
Yeah
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