~ i wanna be forever ~
hey.. my name is ida adora asha'ari ismail.. yes i do have a long name.. dont know why.. but i reckon its kinda cool.. i can be all.. ida.. adora.. or asha'ari.. but than again i wouldnt want to be asha'ari seeing that it will remind me of being my grandfather.. i am a person too difficult to describe.. i may look like the bubbly happy person on the outside but not many people can tell what i really am.. how i really feel.. i like it that way.. people just cant describe me.. everyone has their own opinion.. and i do respect every one of it.. i am often very honest which wouldnt satisfy everyone.. i love making new friends.. but my old ones are the best.. i do lead a simple life and i do love shopping.. i often see things through my lenses.. which you might be able to tell with the amount of pictures i have around.. and i think i dont have much to say.. so yeah.. owhhh ya.. i love my nenekssss cooking.. they are so yummy.. love them all.. my fantastic cousins are d vogue vogue and my sisters are the boom.. my mum is the best and my dad is the darling.. my nephew and nieces are the cutest.. my bestfriends are my life.. my laughter is what keeps you entertained.. :D here is my blog to keep you entertained with my very
entertaining life.. :) and to those whom are jealous of it.. just back of and go look for one of your own :D
wondering..
i havent actually done a blog entry in a long time.. everytime i want to sit here and just write something to share with everyone i end up doing a million other things.. at this moment in time ida feels a little funny.. i'm not sad nor happy.. i'm not hurt nor healed.. i'm not torn nor am i healed.. i am currently in between my feelings.. i dont know why and i dont know for how long.. its not a great feeling at all.. school at the moment is stressing me out so much and without the family close its just so difficult at the moment.. sometimes being a boarder you do wish to be away from home.. you learn to appreciate home better when you're away from it.. but i just miss it i guess.. i wonder what life would be like if everything was in one place.. ?
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